I don’t know how I am lately. I’m not bad, but nothing’s really good. I’m dealing with everything finally. The only thing I can’t seem to get past Is the one thing in my entire life that I wish I could take back. It’s permanent. I just keep repeating it in my head. I go back and forth about hating him. He walked by with his bike on the way to work yesterday and my face got hot and all I wanted in that moment was to grab him by the hair and rake his face up and down the sidewalk. I read the following article and laughed. She’s friends with him. http://clatl.com/atlanta/getting-real-about-herpes/Content?oid=4641051

I’m not ashamed. I just made a really big mistake.